HAVE YOU.... ??

have you been in love so bad
you'd do anything to make them understand
have you ever had someone steal your heart away
have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart
but you don't know what to say
don't know where to start

heheheheh.... ya ya ya, gw pernah ngalamin kok. Pasti lo lo pada juga pernah kan ?? hayooo ngaku aja deh. So amazing !!!
Gw kan biasanya heboh, riweuh.. trus berisik orangnya. Tapi kalo pas gw lagi suka ama someone nih, kadang gw suka mati gaya sendiri. BT kan !! Speechless getooo deh atao kalo kata Achusz temen gw "HESMONG" aliasa hese ngomong. Habis gw kan takut salah ngomong gara2 salting.

Tuh kan !!! BT sekaligus nyenengin kan kalo jatuh cinta !!
Coz kita pengen banget tuh orang bisa tahu kalo qta ada feeling ma dia. Tapi susah juga sih... mana ada orang yang tahu apa isi hati orang lain. Bener kaaaaan ??
Hallooooooooo... am here !! Pengennya sih kayak gitu hehehehhehe.

Tapi kalo gw kan termasuk orang yang ekstrovert... so kadang gak bisa nyembunyiin kalo lagi suka ma seseorang. Kelihatan jelas banget katanya. The problem are... kalo tuh orang punya feeling yang sama ma qta gak masalah lah... artinya sinyal2 yang kita kirim bisa diterima dengan baik sama receiver... (hush.. apa sih...). Nah kalo yang qta kirim sinyal ternyata gak ada rasa sama sekali... tengsin berat kaaaaan ??? Yah itulah resiko hidup. Qta emang harus berani ngambil resiko kan ? hehehehhe...

But, Well Ya..... !

Puss me out from my long dream
YES ! we become really good friend who treated each other nicely
and sure teassed each other a ot during that time
It was a lot of fun spending time with you....
It's true !

But, Well Ya.... !
I think about this many times
No, I wont hurt you.... really !
But, Well Ya.... !
I think we didn't match each other
I can feel it deep ini my heart
That u're not the one for me....
I have no chamistry for you....
But, Well Ya.... !
This is what I feel for you
Just friend... no more...

Sorry again...
Of course we could be a friend after this....
you're a nice person, charming.....
And I'm glad become your friend

Sorry again....
Maybe I need more time, but I dont know
Cannot promise u anything...
Just dont puss me so hard...
I don't like that....

Sorry again... :)

hari ini gw balik kantor 9 PM

hari ke 8 berpuasa. gw baru pulang kantor jam 9 PM ntar.
Tadi qta buka puasa bareng di Simpang Raya. Melly udah take tempat duluan di sana, soalnya pasti penuh banget.
Yang bikin seneng.. qta dibayarin mas Bowo... wuiiiihhh gretong bok !
Trus abis buka, qta balik lagi ke kantor.... sebel banget kan. Gak bisa tarawih.. gak bisa kumpul bareng keluarga. But it's OK !!!
Kerjaan gw baru kelar 9 PM. Bentar lagi mo balik nih, sempet2in buat blog dulu heheheheh.
Yup... hari ini gw balik jam 9 PM. Bertiga bareng Melly & Gia.
Gambareeeeee !!!